Paradise Lost, Poetry deirdre koenen Paradise Lost, Poetry deirdre koenen

When Eyes Fail

To stand and wait in Milton’s understanding is to endure, to stand firm in spite of hardship and to wait with the belief that this current suffering is part of a plan greater than our minds can fully comprehend.

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Film, Running, Athletics deirdre koenen Film, Running, Athletics deirdre koenen

Running a Straight Race

As prophets in their own way, Abrahams and Montague witness and testify to the power in running a straight race, a phrase we hear from Liddell in one of his sermons in the film. Liddell tells his audience of the similarities between running and faith, and we see these parallels lived in real time in the lives of Liddell, Abrahams, Lindsay and Montague. Each in his own way serves not only as an ambassador of England to the Paris Olympics, but also as a prophet of the truths of life as enacted in running.

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Film deirdre koenen Film deirdre koenen

Self Will and Surrender

By nature and for survival, we learn from our experiences in life, and that learning is seriously affected by our warped and self-centered perception of reality. Our minds dutifully take lessons to heart that a healthier mind wouldn’t waste any notebook space on…

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Film, Athletics deirdre koenen Film, Athletics deirdre koenen

It Takes a Team

We don’t like pain or difficulty, but they’re part of life. We have to believe they’re part of a plan greater than we can orchestrate if we’re going to find the way forward, and we can’t do that alone.

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Music & Lyrics deirdre koenen Music & Lyrics deirdre koenen

The Monster Moment

The monster moment is different for everyone, and it doesn’t always spark a huge change. Often, it’s a quietly devastating glimpse of the reality that the self we see looking back at us is no longer the self we thought we knew to be who we are at our core.

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Film deirdre koenen Film deirdre koenen

It Remembers

This is recovery. Though Steve may not have realized it, he has been on this search since he first lost touch with the connection he was born into. We all live like this, searching for whatever means we find to recover that sense of connection.

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Literature deirdre koenen Literature deirdre koenen

Boats Against the Current

Gatsby is a masterpiece not because it offers a solution or a happy ending, but because it walks around in the chaos of this struggle, revealing the illusion of happiness that lives in consumerist society and the destructive trajectory of material pursuits

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Film, Christmas deirdre koenen Film, Christmas deirdre koenen

That’s it!

The magic here isn’t so much the tree as it is the group of them uniting in their acceptance of the simple tree and contributing their attention in a group effort to love it and embrace their friend’s choice.

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Film deirdre koenen Film deirdre koenen

The Willingness is All

The word ‘will’ can never be a statement of accomplished fact since no one can predict the future, but it gives us the intended action rather than just the hope of what the future holds. So when I say I’m willing to face a fear or willing to train for a race, it doesn’t just mean I want to do it. It means I’m doing it.

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Horror deirdre koenen Horror deirdre koenen

You can’t get rid of the Babadook.

Your Babadook is the monster you can’t bear to face but have to because you live with it, and you don’t want to share that monster with another living soul because your suffering self already knows that everyone will leave when they see what the book is really about.

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Film, Horror deirdre koenen Film, Horror deirdre koenen

Just Don’t Let Him In

We deconstruct the monstrosity of the monster when we take the time to cultivate a real connection; so when we are able to accept the monster parts of ourselves, we can choose to practice a mindful presence with that self and begin the process of recovering the conscious selves we lost sight of while fixating on what we thought were monsters.

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Music & Lyrics deirdre koenen Music & Lyrics deirdre koenen

The Waiting is the Hardest Part

The waiting is the hardest part, because we’ve gotten a taste of something from a dream, but now we know the role of patience and acceptance. Acceptance is the waiting, the patient endurance of the hard work that true recovery, that life requires.

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